chunky peanut butter under my nails.
my father and i didnt go out last nite, so that means not a good meal til then. theres no food in this house but my chunky peanut butter. oh well.....i dont count 'mircowave' food as food. its just processed frozen powder, eh?
i had detention today, props to my mother..arg. well, at least its friday. im kinda down. i dont care. why am i sitting on my ass in front of the computer? hell if i know.
id kill for a diet pepsi. seriously...mmm. maybe ill go to walgreens in a bit and buy one and look at magazines.i love walgreens. im a geek. i like pens and markers and magazines and the nice stands at walgreens...meeaaww, im jo.
me and E(XX) are gonna film our thing tomarrow. its gonna be fun. L(XY) is gonna film it, but i doubt he will follow through, since hes kinda a flake. i still like him. i saw a great pic of him with a crayon up his nose today.
uuuggh..M(XX) sat next to me in detention today. i just hate being close to her, and she SAT NEXT TO ME. UGG! that may sound all horrible, but she gives off bad vibes. this may sound all stupid, but im kinda getting sick of a lot of my friends...a lot of the kids i talk to at school are like those modern-age hippies...
EG: "ohhh...i love clouds..that one over there looks like a puppy...ruff! ruff! hehehe"
then the too political ones..
"i HATE prom! its just a bunch of sluts dressing up in dresses giggling and then going to go fuck in a hotel. dumb sluts. if i were a girl, id go in my boots and be like 'mother fucker! dont dance with meee!' then id upturn the table and slam dance and kick everyones ass!"
umm.....okay.
i hope im not like that. i hope im not some airy verge-of-retardedness kid that goes to an art school...
speaking of...it seems everyones going to metro next year. its making me kinda panicky cause i dunno if staying at NSA is right for me....like all the incidents..the administration..etc..but metro is shit when it comes to academics..i wanna be smart. i mean, although im never gonna use that stuff, i wanna be considered EDUCATED. thats so hard to come by now'n days.
well...its friday. thank heavens. but im bored. and everyones out....and im sitting on my ass..yet again...on the computer...letting my brain curdle.
if you shot me, the bullet would stick in the chunks of the milk in my brain. yummy yummy.
its like those cottage cheese n fruit dills you get at the grocery store......