wow, i just realized that some people actually READ this thing. i find that fact kinda creepy. i mean, i dont mind, the only thing im paranoid about is if someone i know will come across this. just the thought makes me hypervenolate....*inhaler*

im finally on break. !!! ive worked my ass off, and i managed to get a C in biology (thought i did better) and A's and B's in my other classes. i dunno about trig though. i didnt pay much attention, and i was also sick for a while. oh well. i dont have to think for a week and thats all i care about. HA!

well, i know ill be busy in the next 9 days. here are the things i need to do:
*make dress for fathers wedding
*turn in job applications
*design about 5 flyers for shows coming up
*design about 6 more logos for for A.S.S (arizona ska scene, hahahah)
*shoot about 3-5 rolls of film (b&w)
*shoot the aquabats/save ferris/voodoo glow skulls show
*shoot the flogging molly/slackers show
*shoot my fathers wedding
*sew two shirts
*work more, put all of it into savings...
*then! make time to hang out with my friends which i never see anymore....:/

yeah. well, not having school for a week will let me just catch up, and free up my frikkin schedule. ive been working my ass off for those A.S.S logos. arrg. the people better like them. theyre going to be on pins and shirts. does that make me famous? or an artist? if it does, im gonna chop one of my legs off and kick my own ass with it.

something upset me the other day. i was talking to one of my friends at school (exclusively at school, not personal friends) and she said that M(XX) and me are HORRIBLE to eachother. i said "how? ive never done ANYTHING to her. the last time we talked was when she said 'why is e(xx) being such a fucking bitch to me??' and i said 'you shouldnt call your FRIENDS a fucking bitch. and besides, shes my friend too...' and that was in her car, and she didnt talk to me on the way home, and she hasnt talked to me since." so, i told her that, and this friend said that that wasnt what she heard. that upset me. this girl....i dont see why she doesnt like me. i mean, not like that i care, she can not like me all she wants, but she doesnt have to spread smaktalk about me. thats just bad karma in itself. like, when i even SEE her, i just feel angry. thats AWFUL. shes a leech of karma. shes the misdirected anger kind of teen. oh god, i feel so awful. is this smaktalking? i hope not. im slowly converting to buddhism, and thats SO against it. i have a long way to go, considering i still dont know much, and i havent had time to read up on it (exams) but....its not good. im sick of those "art kids" (well, i go to art school) but my friends there are just great. A(XX) and L(XX) and A(XY) are great. A(XX) and A(XY) are kinda quiet til you get to know them, and are a frikkin HOOT (<-haha) and L(XX) is kinda childish, but has a mature side. i love her. and E(XX) is my best friend, but when she hangs out with M(XX) it just pisses me off cause she takes on that lame mentality.
god i hate talking about people...so why am i doing it?
well, im gonna go get ready and go thrifting. im a clothing junkie...addiction....addiction!!