uurg, back to school. lame....i dont wanna go, just cause all the dumbfucks who try to ruin my day...like, theres this group of kids who we all used to be friends, but like, they just all determined that theyre better than me and my current friends...its kinda crappy, very teenagerish if you ask me...i dont believe im better than anyone. cause im not. im just as good as anyone else. but i can not like people.

im waiting to leave for my bus. do de do. i was kinda sad that K(XY) wasnt on last nite. like, talking to him on AIM is probably the highlight of my day. seriously. hes so fun to talk to...so i was kinda sad, that i had a not-too-fun day in the first place, then he wasnt there. arrg..i think im starting to dig him. he said he wants to take a greyhound out here. that sounds really neat to me. all confusing. me and my digging boys from far away...yeah, i hate it. i dont know why i do it. maybe cause its safe? maybe its cause whenever i find a guy i dig here, one of my friends starts to dig him, so i start to back off...not fun, i guess. i hate my love life, or lack thereof.

my brother left last nite. i wont see him for a long time. but the wedding and everything went by SO quick. this past weekends been so stressful, then i have to go back to school. maybe itll be decent. i have photo today, so that means ill have a good ol time. maybe L(XX) will give me a ride home? thatd rok me like a hurricane!! WOO!
well.....i have nothing else to talk about. i just kinda wanted to talk about K(XY) a little bit...i dont tell anyone about who i dig n stuff...its just bound to get out and run its lap of hellish gossip...well the bus...its coming...