YOU
001.name: joanna elizabeth wallace
002.d.o.b.: 12.12.1985
003.location: mesa, arizona
004.religion: kind of my own thing. mostly buddhist.
005.occupation: student. wanna be photographer. wanna be jetsetter.

APPEARANCE
001.hair: golden brown. curly. short. "very 50s"
002.eyes: paaaleeee green.
003.height: 5'6", 5'8" with creepers.

STYLE
001.clothing: i wear a lot of vintage stuff. i want to look like a pin up girl! thigh highs! dresses! skirts! button ups! then, sometimes i wanna look like new york breakdance funk. i like old adidas and old workout stuff..denim mini skirts! old tees! i love clothes....
002.music: SKA! SYNTHS! some punk, some indie, some emo, some pop, some rap, everything.
003.make up: lots of eye make up. "pin up girl"
004.bodyart: 8 piercings, two prison tattoos i did myself.

RIGHT NOW
001.wearing: old duplow shirt, cut offs, sweatshirt, red bra, red+white striped panties.
002.listening to: ananda lewis show
003.thinking of: the future. P(XY). the show. wanting more friends. moving out.

LAST THING YOU
001.bought: probably dinner.
002.ate & drank: diet pepsi. cheezits
003.read: book? LOLITA
004.watched on tv: ananda lewis show.

EITHER / OR
001.club or houseparty: house party..totally.
002.tea or coffee: TEAAAA
003. achiever or slacker: high achiever.
004.beer or cider: beer
005.drinks or shots: doesnt matter..drink...
006.cats or dogs: cats, or little dogs
007.single or taken: in between.
008.pen or pencil: pen
009.gloves or mittens: gloves
010.food or candy: um, food?
011.cassette or cd: vinyl. cd. tape. 8track
012.coke or pepsi: DIET PEPSI
013.hard or mild alcohol: hum. depends on the nite.
014.matches or a lighter: lighter
015.sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful: no
016.Rickie lake or oprah winfrey: OPRAH!!!!!!!

WHO DO YOU WANT TO
001.kill: jane board bitches
002.hear from: P(XY) J(XY) A(XX)
003.get really wasted with: J(XY) C(XY)
004.look like: bettie page
005.be like: myself.
006.avoid: jerks. almost everyone here.

LAST PERSON YOU...AND WHEN?
001.touched: p(XY) about an hour ago.
002.talked to: p(xy) hour ago.
003.hugged: p(xy) hour ago
004.instant messaged: um, kenji, nicholas,lawson, about 12hrs ago
005.kissed: p(xy) hour ago
006.who broke your heart: j(xy) about a year ago.

WHERE DO YOU
001.eat: anywhere.
002.dance: my room...
003.cry: where theres no one.
004.wish you were: with him. in chicago

HAVE YOU EVER
001.Dated one of your best friends? naw..kinda.
002.Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yeah..
003.Drank alcohol? yep
004.Done drugs? yep
005.Broken the law? many times.
006.Ran away from home? naw...
007.Broken a bone? yes
008.Cheated on a test? ...yeah...:(
009.Skinny dipped? ayuh
010.Played Truth Or Dare? duh
011.Flashed someone? hee hee.yes.
012.Mooned Someone? yeah...ha.
013.Kissed someone you didn't know? haha! YES! VIVA PUNK ROK PROM!
014.Been on a talk show/game show? wallace and ladmo count?
015.Been in a fight? fuck yes.
016.Ridden in a fire truck? no..
017.Been on a plane? YES! YAY!!!
018.Come close to dying? a few times.
019.Cheated on your Boy/Girlfriend? never.
020.Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? yeah
021.Eaten a worm/mud pie? ew....
022.Swam in the ocean? yep
23.Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? yeah

WHAT IS
001.The most embarrassing CD in your collection? hole-celebrity skin
002.Your bedroom like? lots and lots of kitsch, ska, fliers, weird thrift crap. its small...old dresser. lots of cute boxes n stuff..
004.Your favorite thing for lunch? burrito
005.Your favorite thing for dinner? chinese
006.Your favorite Restaurant? bunga raya

ARE YOU
001.A Vegetarian?: yes.
002.A Good Student?: i can be a 4.0. but im lazy. im going to be good this year though. SCHOLARSHIP!
003.Good At Sports?: yeah. but i dont get to do them much.
004.wakeboarding/snowboarding...ect?: no..
005.A Good Singer?: i dunno. my bands have told me im good. i want to be a singer for a hardcore band.
006.A good Actor/Actress? actually, yes.
007.A deep sleeper?: yes. i am.
008.A Good Dancer?: at shows.
009.Shy?: one on one. yes. if im with people i know and i dont know you. no.
011.A good storyteller?: yes. i am vulgar.
012.Last words?: id never put one of these things on lj. ill look back on this in like, a year, and think about how stupid i was...hehe. i love antville.

fuck dood, last nite i typed out this thing after he dropped me off...didnt come out..ill try to recreate it...

he picked me up at around 3. we drove around all the way out to PHOENIX (which i love) and just talked and talked and talked...thats not normal for us. im usually pretty quiet around him, for some reason, probably cause i usually listen. but he was really happy. and that rubbed off on me, and he said "whats up with you today? youre being all goofy" and i said that im normally like that, but it depends on who im around. i reflect how theyre feeling...we just had a ton of fun...

hung out with dave of the 10 commandments. he was really really nice. i wish i could meet more people like that around here. it was really funny cause i watched them do a drug deal. then i held the papers. then i watched P(XY) roll a joint in the car. under a "PHOENIX POLICE IS NOW HIRING" sign. ha ha ha.

he took me out to dinner at little schezwan (SP?) and it was great. a bit quiet...he kept saying he wanted to buy me stuff...just cause ive been so nice/patient with him...well...thats how i am with everyone. thats how i treat everyone. we both dont meet a lot of nice people..

he later told me a bunch of great things i wanted to hear. im pretty sure he meant all of it, since he always kept saying "i dont want you to get attached, i dont want this to be hard for you" but...
he said:
"i get really excited thinking about meeting you in chicago...picking you up at the train station..even if i dont live in chicago yet, ill take the train there and pick you up"
"you are so beautiful...im going to miss looking into your eyes..like, when i get off, id just have to think of those eyes of yours..you look like christie brinkley right now..."
"you know what? when you get out there, you are spending the nite with me NO MATTER WHAT. im really looking foreward to sleeping in the same bed as you. itll be a total comfort thing for me"
then today, he called me and told me to meet him at the 99c store. i did. didnt spend that long. we sat in the parking lot for a bit..then he drove across university and said i was beautiful...again..sat in my driveway, and just HUGGED. i didnt wanna let go. kissed...kept kissing...about to get out...kiss...hug..he told me to never change. and that things will be so fun in the future. (i shed a few tears) and that ill always be 16 to him.
gosh........
i got out. he handed me the cd case. said hes going to miss me.
i got back in. kissed him again...and started walking to my door....
he honked.
blew me a kiss.
i blew him a kiss...
and he drove off.
he said hell call me from truck stops. and well still talk a lot. im glad. itll be fun keeping in touch with him, sending packages and stuff. i want him to see the me that i was yesterday, cause he really liked it.

just....last nite was just great. lying in bed..just talking. i was kinda..ya know.....and i was just snuggling with him hardcore. he said he was starting to get sad, and hes going to miss the important people here. im one of the few of them. gosh!!!!

maybe there is a future for him and me.
i dont know.
he sure is a great guy. <3 <3 <3